Wednesday, March 23, 2011

the waiting is over



He stands up, opening his mouth, but it just hangs like some half-deflated balloon.
Her hands are clenched, arms straight and shaking slightly.
They both feel the sickness creeping in, into the stark blue room with the cold plastic chairs.
The obviousness of the box of tissues pisses her off. She slept here the past two nights and that little box had taunted her
soft white sheet peeking out its neck
waiting to be wrung


now it was over 
but she wasn't looking at the little box
the sky instead now mocked her 
blue and open 
despite the cramped darkness all around her
the sickness climbing up into her throat


they didn't speak
couldn't


just walked out of the cold room down the sterile linoleum halls and out 
into to the parking lot past the car
down streets past houses and kids on bikes and people eating 


to the pier where they sat and watched the water 
sway 
it slowly lulled their trembling and soothed their tired eyes 


numbness was a solid wall 
they would have to wait to climb 


for now their two hearts thumped
in answer to each other
close and somehow 

alive 



Flash Fiction

These are two pieces I wrote for a flash fiction class. The assignment was to write 250 word micro-stories.

#1

The train rattled and pulled, suddenly feeling like a flimsy metal sardine box. It was hot and beads of sweat dripped down my neck and clung to the hair on my chest. Of course there wouldn't be working AC in August. Fucking Perfect. The shit-for-brains transit employee had asked me to "please sit down sir, we are sorry the inconvenience, but there is nothing we can do at this time." God knows why I agreed to do this. I hadn't seen Tommy in more than a decade, since the house was sold and I helped him move in with that crazy bitch he was seeing. The day after the funeral, while loading boxes with what looked like dirty clothes, she had asked me if I'd dreamt of my father yet. She said it casually, leaning again the truck smoking a joint. I swear if she hadn't been a female I woulda decked her. I'd done my best to forget that town, and everyone in it. But when I got a phone call at five thirty am yesterday and Tommy was on the other line crying and begging me to come I just agreed. His trial is first thing in the morning and I'm wearing dad's watch. Possibly out of spite. I don't know what he expects me to do for him. They arrested him fucked up and making a scene in a laundry mat downtown, with ten grams of cocaine on him. Fucking Perfect.

#2





Drops of rain slid down the windowpane in a kamikaze plummet. There wouldn't be any visitors until the hurricane subsided. The car had finally died, and at 83, Isabel wasn't anxious about the ordeal of getting a new one. Her son had asked on the phone "How will you get groceries?" Not - however, "What will you do all day in that rotting house?" She didn't much care for Jenny, her daughter's old high school friend who came by twice a week to check on her. To see if I'm still alive, thought Isabel. Jenny had such a big mouth always tastelessly gossiping about the parents of her bratty ten-year-old's friends. With the kids in Seattle and Florida and Joe dead three years in November, Isabel had no interest in socializing with the people who came to visit. They always feigned concern for her obvious reclusive behavior and then asked for updates on her kids and grandkids lives, which she could not give.
The last time her daughter Missy had come, alone, and tried to convince her it was time to sell the house and move into a "community." Isabel threw her glass of gin at the wall, prompting Missy to make up an excuse about an early meeting and quickly drive back to Washington.

Rubbing "Cherry Candy Red" lipstick over her crackled lips, a delightfully wretched thought entered Isabel's mind. I wish I could see Jenny's face when she finds me in my pretty white wedding dress.